| Location | Cleckheaton |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Ectopic Pregnancy |
| Date of Birth | 2009 |
| Date of Death | 2009 |
| Visitors | 319 since 30/08/2009 |
| Creator |
We are a lovely lil family and u was a wonderful suprise we never thought we would have, After having Amelia nearly 12 years ago we had to wait till last year for our lil man Jayden so 8mths later to find out we were having a baby was wonderful.
For the 4 days i knew i was pregnant i was sooooooooooooooo happy I could believe we were so blessed but sadly i started bleeding but at first i wasnt worried as this had happened when i was having both your sis and bruv but unfortunately the bleeding was bad news and it turned out to be an eptopic pregnancy,
The worst feeling in the world was when i had a scan and it showed nothing in my uterus ...... i thought it was just a simple miscarriage .... how wrong was i babe ......the next few days were horrid my bloods were rising slowly which indicated an eptopic pregnancy this was a total nitemare as u now lil angel i have a real fear of being put to sleep i begged and pleaded with the docs to rescan me or just to leave me alone but they would not do either, that nite they operated for 3 hours when i came round i asked if everything was ok ...... only to be told that they hadnt done anything as both my tubes were swollen so wasnty convinced was eptopic, I was so sad as i knew this wasnt were u were angel and i felt sad that we didnt know where u were, so more bloods tests over the next few days which again was slowly rising, was now told it was a definate eptopic and would need an op, again i begged a pleaded with them as i had already been through it once and as i had no other symptoms they said i could have an injection call methatrexine this is used to kill cells, this was such a heartwrenching moment as i felt i wasnt looking after u and keeping you safe but everyone was telling me i had no choices the pregnancy wasnt viable, still a lil piece of me was crying out for u to be ok, this wasnt to be angel and i am sorry i went ahead and had the injection, but in my heart i know u know if their was any other way then i would of gone that way.
this was awful knowing i was somehow decidin to end the pregnancy but please angel please know i had no other option. it is now comin up to 4 weeks since all this started and my hcg is coming down and last week was 386 and 2moro i think will be under 10 so i will no longer be under the hospital.
this 4 me is horrid as it is the realization of you not coming home with me
please angel keep safe and look after mummy daddy amelia and jayden
play happy with all the other angel babies, i know quite a few have come to play from DIS
we will always love and miss u
till we meet angel baby
nite nite sleep tight
floaty kisses
mummy xxxxxxxxx
BFP 20/01/09
DD 27/09/09
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Hello little angel,
I hope you are having so much fun up there with Ella. I know your due date is coming up and everyone feels so upset that they wont get to meet you but you are just far too special to be here. Look out for mummy and keep her strong
lots of love baby
Tracey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
"Little Angels"
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above
We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with, the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold.
So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try.
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye"
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind,
Must realize God loves children
"Angels are hard to find".
They say there is a reason ..
They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel,
For no-one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No-one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried,
We want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.
Author Unknown
Little Snowdrop
The world may never notice If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms, Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way For all eternity.
The little one we long for Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty, Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts Says that we love you.
Author Unknown
special baby
Well little angel im not sure what to write to you through all these tears. Your mummy is so brave and misses you so much but im sure you look over here and help her carry on. To be taken so soon is cruel but im sure you have found a much safer and happier place. RIP beautiful one and big big kisses coming your one (and one more for you to give to ella for me ) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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